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Sarah, 18, Singapore
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hi, september
Wednesday, August 31, 2011 || 12:39 AM
So it's the end of August. Well, August was a tiring, empty, plain month. It wasn't exactly a bad month, but I wouldn't call it a good month. K I have to check my planner for my "what-I-did-in-august" memory. Right now I'm just writing what I think August is, off the top of my head. Ohhh so now I remember August. We attended less than half the month of school, maybe about 13 days if I'm not wrong? Oh, August and it's public holidays. Oh and in August I couldn't stop pottering over and over, pottering as in harry pottering. I think it's because of deathy hallows? I shall stop myself right there before I start fangirling. Oh and elearning!! Still, August was still kind of plain and awkward.
Oh so anyway it's September tomorrow and can I just say I've been looking forward to September? I know it's gonna be a real busy month, unlike August which was a zzzzz month, with all the studying and mugging to do. In september I'll probably stay back every day after school to study at the library and arrange lots of consultations and extra tuitions like I used to do preparing for mid years but I'm still pretty excited for September. There's about one main reason and it's a really lame reason but: It's cause September is my birthday month!! The 27th!! So late in September but I don't care. SuA asked me why I cared about my birthday so much cause it's just another day and I told her it makes me feel special and it does! All the wishes and just hearing or seeing someone saying Happy Birthday to you just brighten ups my whole day and I feel so happy inside :) Even if it's just facebook or anything but I feel super good and happy!!!!
SO HI SEPTEMBER, BE NICE
story of my life
Sunday, August 28, 2011 || 10:08 PM
it's like catching lightning
Wednesday, August 24, 2011 || 12:14 AM
you're more than just a mannequin to me
Tuesday, August 23, 2011 || 11:41 PM
Trying to be as ☀ like as I can.
I've just recently learned how to be open with myself, now all that's left with is to learn how to be open with other people. Don't know when that is ever going to happen, can't even be open to a stranger, how am I supposed to be open to a friend?
I remember once, I asked my friend (she wrote her own book and it got published and it was sold in bookstores) that I wished my life was like the people in her book. She said, "Why? How can you ever wish that? It's just a story. Real life is so much better than a story." I remember thinking that her answer was the truth, I never even questioned her logic.
Thinking about it now, how can real life be better than a story? Stories are spun for a reader to enjoy, if our lives were a story, think about it: Who would want to read our life in a book, or watch our life in a movie?
I'm not commenting on life, I don't know anything about life. I'm just a kid. All I know is that I can feel myself pushing stuff away. By 'stuff' I mean 'people'. And behind the word 'people' I'm adding three more words: 'I care about'.
I am not like you
Friday, August 19, 2011 || 10:39 PM
#1. I am not like you
#2. I am not like you
and
#3. I am not like you
sometimes it lasts in love, sometimes it hurts instead
Thursday, August 18, 2011 || 11:58 AM
don't know why but i feel emotional whenever i listen to this song. maybe it's her voice.... or maybe it's the lyrics. I'm not saying that the lyrics mean anything to me, but I'm not saying it doesn't mean anything to me either. You know? Haha never mind. Everyone's saying that Adele's fat, but really so what? I think she's beautiful and her body is part of what makes her so beautiful anyway. I mean, must we all live in this world where skinny is good? Well, ok, the answer to that is yes because that's our society, but to me, I don't go for looks. Personally I don't even think Adele's fat, she's just on the chubby side, but really, so what?
Never mind I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you two
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said
"Sometimes it lasts in love, sometimes it hurts instead"
don't forget me, i beg
Tuesday, August 16, 2011 || 2:15 PM
"After all this time?"
"Always."
you've got your mother's eyes
Monday, August 15, 2011 || 11:25 AM
"you've got the emotional range of a teaspoon"
Sunday, August 14, 2011 || 9:38 PM
all for the same reason: ronald weasley"Everyone thinks Harry and Hermione should be together instead of Hermione and Ron. Harry's the hero, obviously, but not for Hermione." - Emma Watson
never mind i'll find someone like you
Wednesday, August 3, 2011 || 7:53 PM
Hi 2C2 thanks for the great friday, super proud of you guys and I really think we performed well for the showcase!!! Hope we win best decorated class!! I think we've really bonded over the past year and a half, can't help but feeling so close to C2 these days when in Sec1 I didn't feel close to my class at all. Just about 3 more months til we're separated, really gonna miss you guys. Oh yes and I watched The Proposal recently and I only have two words to say: Watch it. It's super cute and sweet and funny and it will make you very happy after watching so if you're free for two hours during the weekend or something I really recommend it. Anyway good luck cause I know we've all got busy schedules.
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