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Sarah, 18, Singapore
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Okay I am super happy :)) After ages I finally managed to find perks of bring a wallflower in a library, immediately reserved it. I hope my $1.55 is worth it, I haven't read it yet!! I'm actually quite scared to read it because I'm scared it will disappoint me I guess. You know when you have really high hopes for something and look forward to something a lot, you kind of don't really want it to come cause you're afraid it won't turn out as great as you expected it to be? I feel that a lot. Anyway, I borrowed 7 books from the library omg guys now you can borrow 12! Ever since I discovered the library I don't want to go to popular anymore haha. I'm also gonna read the mortal instruments because everyone says it's damn nice and I like nice books!! Glee in two days, it's gonna be a super amazing episode I know cause I already read the spoiler HAHA. It's very santana orientated, which is perfect cause I love santana. Ok I love blaine more but santana is more amazing person love, blaine is more asdfghjkl love HAHA. Omg I'm super excited for dance camp and I really miss dance I can't survive without dance for so long. Do I sound happy?? Cause I'm kinda happy today, no particular reason though. I prefer to be happy with a reason but something is better than nothing and no I guess even though at the start of the post I said I'm super happy but that's an exaggeration! Still happy though :)

Ok so many people are doing braces oh gosh!! Like all my good friends and a lot of people in dance are doing braces. I'm so jealous!!!! I want to do braces too. I was actually supposed to do last year, I even went for appointments and moulding and xray........ Well, but I had to stop at the xray cause I found out the stupidest thing ever. So if I want to do braces I have to extract five teeth oh not only that, I have to do open gum surgery as well. I just decided that braces aren't going to be worth it so.... Anyway, my teeth are not really that bad so they can survive without braces.. I think. Ok the real reason I want to do braces is not to make my teeth straight, but actually a really shallow reason... I think people look nicer with braces. Don't you guys think so? I mean, cuter. Haha people look so much cuter and friendlier with braces and I think they look happier too. Although as I'm typing this, I realise that I'm quite stupid. Spend $3000 plus pain and torture just to make myself look cuter and happier for two years? Ummmmm, maybe. I have to decide if I want to do the open gum surgery soon though because adults with braces? = no.

I mean people say that it's better to just treat people you hate like crap than talk rotten about them behind their back right? I somehow feel that logic is flawed. I mean, when you don't speak ill of the person in front of their faces just because you hate them, aren't you being nice? So, you'd rather someone just bitch about you in your face and make you feel terrible and nothing and their reason would be, "Oh because I hate you and everyone says it's better to be just upfront mean to the person you hate rather than keep everything to myself or talk about you with my friends." I mean, come on. Then again, being nice to someone when you hate him/her? Isn't that being hypocritical? So are you being the good or bad person here? Do you see my point!!! I am so confused. There's also that whole "Don't judge me because you don't know me" thing. Another thing I don't fully understand.... I mean so no one is ever wrong just because you don't know their "storyline''? So if like, someone is doing drugs and smoking and you would of course think badly of that person but people just walk around shoving this sentence in your face - "Oh don't judge him/her, she may be having family problems.... his dog may have died...." Or whatever reasons they can come with. So what are you supposed to do at this point? I don't get it, are you supposed to believe everyone doesn't actually mean to do what they're doing because you don't "know" them? I mean, come on. Family problems isn't even a proper excuse to do drugs. You can't tell the police that, doubt they would give you any sympathy. On the other hand, I really do find it very sympathy worthy..... so is what they are doing still wrong? Or correct? Do you see what I mean, everything is just so confusing and basically everything you're doing is just going to be wrong in some way. If everything you do is always wrong in someone's else eyes, then..........................

Ok so tomorrow is 11/11/11 and I really do wanna make a wish on 11:11. I really do, even though I know it won't come true and I nearly never wish on 11:11. I have a really strong feeling I'm gonna miss it tomorrow though..... In my entire life there's been a lot of weird special dates and times (Well, at least I think so since everyone posts about them on facebook and twitter....) I've missed every single one of them. I'm serious. I just can't manage to catch these times, I don't know why. Ok actually it's also because I don't really care. I think tomorrow though, I'll really try. I seriously don't know why, there's not really anything I want that bad (okay so that's a lie but still, I want things badly all the time so it's not a special moment or anything). I've been cracking my head for the past 30 minutes thinking about what I should wish for tomorrow. I know this sounds kind of stupid but I really don't want to waste my wish (that is, if I even get to make it). On a side note, I try not to make my posts so lengthy because I'm sure no one will read them if they are, so I'm going to end here..... 11/11/11, 11:11. No it won't work, but I don't care. It's a once in a thousand years chance and I'm going to use it.

"And in that moment, I swear we were infinite."
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