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Sarah, 18, Singapore
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#1 OBS was........ ok while you are IN obs, you wouldn't enjoy it. Trust me, the times I felt like dying in OBS..... countless. But after looking back, you will kind of miss it even though you were dying to go home while you were there. It's some kind of twisted logic I know but I do kinda miss OBS. Kinda. Mostly my watchmates because they are just a bunch of wonderful people oh my couldn't have asked to be placed in a better watch with a better instructor. There was this gorgeous poem they shared with us on the last day BUT I will be one of those kind of annoying people that WON'T share it cause it's pretty much too special to me.
#2 Learnt a lot about myself during OBS. Like what kind of person I really am.
#3 Love my watchmates. Ok I know I said that already but I need to say it... TWICE because I really miss them especially like my goodie friends that I talk to more in the camp... if any of you are reading this know that I realllllyyy miss you guys even though I've never said it to your faces
#4 I've been wallowing in self pity a lot these two days ha.ha.ha.ha.HA I am such a loser
#5 Holla I got my wreck this journal today!!!!
#6 Toyed with Yuqing's Diana F+ Cam today (she brought it for me.. aw so sweet thanks yuqing x) and it is my new love!!!!!! I cannot decide between a Holga or a Diana really, they are pretty similar just that with the Diana you can change the lenses, connect flash, connect instax, you name it. Also with the Diana the price is like $.$ while the Holga is definitely under $100. Ok sorry I know I'm boring you with camera talk
#7 I miss the people at MUN!!!!! My friendsssss T.T
#8 After this Friday, freedom is mine!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Can't wait to go out and talk under trees and buy pretty stuff and read and watch dvds while eating sweet potato french fries and shilin chicken or something, eating anything really, and having study dates and revising physics while wearing snuggly socks and lie on couches and stuff
#9 I am so weird and sensitive and weepy lately someone please smack me on the head with a frying pan



You know that feeling when someone is so perfect and just literally everything you do you can't be better. Even though you're sweating your butt off and she's cruising through the winds. No matter what you do, you can never win. Worst thing is you want to hate her. You wish you could. But you can't, she's just so nice it's impossible to dislike her. She's always been super sweet to you, helpful, friendly, never finding fault. Well of course, she's little miss perfect right? I hate it. I hate that no matter how hard you try and how many tears you shed you will never even be close to her level of perfection. I know perfection isn't supposed to be important to people, but it is to me. I know you're supposed to try your best for your own sake, but sometimes it's just so hard to when no one's appreciating your efforts. You sometimes wonder why you try so hard when you know you'll fail in the end. I think it's cause somewhere deep down, you still believe there is a 5% chance of succeeding. Well it's a lie. There's 0% chance of succeeding and it's best I get that in my head before I get hurt more. What's that saying? 'Don't expect much and you won't be disappointed". Something like that. That has never ever been my mantra in life but maybe now it should be.

an old man buying his valentine a valentine card...... they've spent 37 valentine's days together


Valentine's day was really great this year
1) First time in my life I feel like I have a valentine {well.. or valentine(s)}
2) Thanks everyone for all your flowers, gifts and presents :-) Cross my heart I didn't expect it. I mean I was expecting like maybe two or three cards but definitely not so many cards and gifts and even flowers aw. I really love them and I'm not just saying that. I reallly love them like the gifts are things I would actually buy for myself... you guys know me so well :') Also mostly because of the thought, you all are so sweet!
3) Hope the flowers don't die so soon
4) For those who said they'd give me belated valentines... aw thanks you guys are sweet
5) Ordered my wreck this journal, I wanted it so bad and now I'm getting one!!
6) Stuck "I give free hugs" post its on some people who actually did get free hugs! I didn't put one on myself though haha I'm too shy to hug strangers
7) Nice chat with friends
8) Just a really, really nice day in general... hmm hopefully the other valentine's days will be able to match up
9) Google.com's homepage is freaking adorable!!!!!!!!!!!! Like I hardly ever say that I like Google's homepages (Actually, I think I've never said this before because they're mostly very meh to me) but this is so cute. Sigh I love Google can they keep this homepage forever
10) Who needs a significant other on Valentine's when you've got such great friends like these? :-)

love from your valentine (do you get it? it's a reference to the st valentines' story), sarah





THEY ARE SO GORGEOUS OMG!!!! I've been drawing dreamcatchers everywhere and I want to get a real one......... No, I want to get 5 real ones. *_*








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