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things i want to say in real life (but don't)
Thursday, February 16, 2012 || 8:38 PM
You know that feeling when someone is so perfect and just literally everything you do you can't be better. Even though you're sweating your butt off and she's cruising through the winds. No matter what you do, you can never win. Worst thing is you want to hate her. You wish you could. But you can't, she's just so nice it's impossible to dislike her. She's always been super sweet to you, helpful, friendly, never finding fault. Well of course, she's little miss perfect right? I hate it. I hate that no matter how hard you try and how many tears you shed you will never even be close to her level of perfection. I know perfection isn't supposed to be important to people, but it is to me. I know you're supposed to try your best for your own sake, but sometimes it's just so hard to when no one's appreciating your efforts. You sometimes wonder why you try so hard when you know you'll fail in the end. I think it's cause somewhere deep down, you still believe there is a 5% chance of succeeding. Well it's a lie. There's 0% chance of succeeding and it's best I get that in my head before I get hurt more. What's that saying? 'Don't expect much and you won't be disappointed". Something like that. That has never ever been my mantra in life but maybe now it should be.
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