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Sarah, 18, Singapore
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Please watch this!!! It's so peaceful :')

I'm a hoarder, a collector. I just love stuff in general!! I am literally obsessed with anything, everything, I love collections of all sorts. I can't bear to throw anything away, including receipts and clothing tags and plastic bags from stores and 5 cent coins. I get new obsessions so often, but I don't leave my old ones, so they basically just grow and build and that's basically why my room is so cluttered and I'm so broke. My most general obsessions would include clothing, soap, books, dvds, that sort of thing. Currently I have two new obsessions!! They are self help books and perfume. I am so obsessed!! I really look forward to building on those two collections. I am just generally the sort of person who gets easily obsessed with things, anything. As I said, I love stuff in general! And those were just the material things... I have soooo many non material obsessions like literally I just build my life on these obsessions. Non material obsessions no 1 would be the mortal instruments, like seriously I am so obsessed it is not even funny anymore, i don't think this is normal.....

I can't believe I just told the internet that. Now you all have something to hold against me.



Maybe if I just go through the notions and act like how I used to it will really turn out that way.. OK so that shall be my final decision I shall not make a big thing out of this. So tired of people giving me the "aw r u ok" face

Yuck I am too fat also I wish my life just consisted of baking maybe and reading... today we had to fill out some characteristic chart for some debate thing and i checked "loves company"

THAT'S A LIE

although i do like talking to people.... agh internal conflict again!! my mind is filled with conflicts

Why I should: It has stopped becoming something I cared about since who knows how long ago
Why I shouldn't: That could change.

AGH INTERNAL CONFLICT

One thing I've always been very thankful about is that I've never to lose anyone I was close to before. Not talking about those kinds that gradually drift apart somehow, but immediate loseage (is this even a word? no), ie. Death/ Migration. I mean I've had friends migrate and things, but really no one that has ever been close to me. Well not until, last month...
Leanne was probably my closest friend in 3C2. Granted I've only been in 3C2 for less than 4 months at that time but she was my tablemate and we talked a lot. I think a lot would be an understatement... the amount of conversations we have is mind boggling for someone I've only really "met" for less than 4 months (I knew leanne more than 2 years before Sec three but we hardly spoke so I didn't really consider her as much besides a classmate). Really the scale of conversation we've had has gone from angsty and raging to discussing about pomato plants. I remember she once said this, "When I talk to you, I talk about really, really strange stuff I've never talked about to anyone before." I remember on the day she had to deactivate her school tech stuff, we sat in the TA for ages laughing and googling australian schools and laughing about like asians... And we would mock like people with spoon fetishes (ahem). When you talk to someone this much, how can you not miss them when they leave? For those 4 months, I had probably talked to her more than any one else on the planet (not an exaggeration). On top of that, she was my OBS buddy.... I remember those like talks we had whilst walking up the hill to our store. And like the laughter in our tent... also we are a power kayak duo. Not to mentioned she was too nice when I was sobbing like an avocado during nightline. And all the time. She always tries to cheer me up when I'm cranky and when she was there I never really appreciated it but now she's gone and I have so much to say but I can't. I remembered she calls me "chanface" and "chancake" hahaha it's like ripped off from some japanese model or something but I love the name chanface/cake. Everyone please start calling me that. I miss you leanne

I would like to end this with a picture of us but surprisingly I don't have any except the one we took at OBS but you said you looked unhappy and "posing-ish" in that, so...

I'm done with more than half of my exams, too bad I'm done with all more lax papers and absolutely none of the sciences which is the big pinyata of the exams. Pray for strength, wish me luck! Nothing very interesting happening in my life right now nor do I have interesting thoughts to share so here's more Lana Del Rey for you to feast your ears




i deeply apologise for my lack of posts, 1) i love lana del rey will someone buy me her album 2) i will do a proper post latest by end of next week promise!
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