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Sarah, 18, Singapore
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I am so lucky
Tuesday, September 27, 2011 || 7:22 PM
Best best best best best best birthday ever, I am so touched and I have such wonderful and amazing family and friends, I feel so incredibly touched like I could cry a river or maybe two rivers. I really didn't expect such a wonderful birthday like this :) Going crazy because everyone is so so so so so sweet and I love every single wish and and every single card and every single present and everything is just so amazing. Thanks guys for making this the best birthday ever!! Much much much love for all of you ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
Do you wonder why you do the things you do
Tuesday, September 20, 2011 || 8:41 PM
Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be
Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you're here not there
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
did you hear that, love?
Sunday, September 18, 2011 || 10:09 PM
came across this song at 1am one night, i was scrolling through radio stations to listen to, something to lull me asleep. I remember stopping upon hearing owl city's voice. It was a song I've never heard before, on a radio station I've never heard of before. Not some commercial, mainstream radio station. A quieter, indie one, cause after all, He is we is an indie band. And I fell in love. I've always preferred indie music to mainstream stuff anyway.
cause lovers dance when they're feeling in love
the spotlight's shining
it's all about us
a nice quiet wednesday night
Thursday, September 15, 2011 || 12:22 AM
This. (click)
New favourite blog. After eoys I'm gonna attempt to replicate all the post it notes and stick them all over my room.
anyway i've got my fingers crossed
i'm never gonna say goodbye
Tuesday, September 13, 2011 || 12:37 PM
Was rifling through my old bookshelves and I managed to dig up two of my super old Harry Potter books. I found a set of Lord Of The Rings, wrapped and unopened. I have no idea why I haven't read it!! I found some of my really old treasures, like the Inkheart trilogy I read a super long ago and forgotten all about. The Policeman, The Golden Compass, my Artemis Fowl series, my Narnia series, ahhhh why do I have so many good books? I am gonna indulge in them after eoys. I'm gonna use a whole day just reading in the garden, watching movies and staying at home. I made my "things-to-do-after-eoys" list. Nope not gonna post it here cause there's some pretty personal stuff on that list but it includes shopping at H&M, movie marathon with my usual movie marathon friends, spending a whole day reading in my garden/at the library, and spending lots of time with my family and friends but most of all spending lots of time myself. x
scrambled eggs and sausages for breakfast
Friday, September 9, 2011 || 10:11 AM
''A faithful husband was drunk, he didn't know anything that was happening around him. Upon going home, he directly entered his room and slept. When he woke up the next morning, he was amazed. Everything was in order. Next to the bed there was a tablet of aspirin and a glass of water with a note: "Good morning honey! I'm out to buy groceries for dinner! Have your breakfast! I love you so much!" He asked his son, "What happened last night? Why is your mother being so nice to me? Did I do anything wrong?" His son replied, "Last night, Mum tried to unclothe you but you said..... Stop!! I'm married."
HAHAHA. Cute.
all that glitters is not gold
Thursday, September 8, 2011 || 12:25 PM
everyone knows i'm in over my head
|| 9:57 AM
If someone hurts you for a 1000 times, the 1001th time isn't supposed to hurt anymore right? Well, wrong. How do you learn to close up? "Once bitten, twice shy" right? Enough of being receptive. Everyone knows I'm about () this close to being closed up for good. Sorry, I'm just bitter, really.
On a lighter note, met up with my primary school friends last week and it was great. Really, it was nice catching up. Oh and met up with cheryl to study.
I need to go out and just talk to someone, because... I don't know. Misery loves company?
hi, september
Wednesday, August 31, 2011 || 12:39 AM
So it's the end of August. Well, August was a tiring, empty, plain month. It wasn't exactly a bad month, but I wouldn't call it a good month. K I have to check my planner for my "what-I-did-in-august" memory. Right now I'm just writing what I think August is, off the top of my head. Ohhh so now I remember August. We attended less than half the month of school, maybe about 13 days if I'm not wrong? Oh, August and it's public holidays. Oh and in August I couldn't stop pottering over and over, pottering as in harry pottering. I think it's because of deathy hallows? I shall stop myself right there before I start fangirling. Oh and elearning!! Still, August was still kind of plain and awkward.
Oh so anyway it's September tomorrow and can I just say I've been looking forward to September? I know it's gonna be a real busy month, unlike August which was a zzzzz month, with all the studying and mugging to do. In september I'll probably stay back every day after school to study at the library and arrange lots of consultations and extra tuitions like I used to do preparing for mid years but I'm still pretty excited for September. There's about one main reason and it's a really lame reason but: It's cause September is my birthday month!! The 27th!! So late in September but I don't care. SuA asked me why I cared about my birthday so much cause it's just another day and I told her it makes me feel special and it does! All the wishes and just hearing or seeing someone saying Happy Birthday to you just brighten ups my whole day and I feel so happy inside :) Even if it's just facebook or anything but I feel super good and happy!!!!
SO HI SEPTEMBER, BE NICE
story of my life
Sunday, August 28, 2011 || 10:08 PM
it's like catching lightning
Wednesday, August 24, 2011 || 12:14 AM
you're more than just a mannequin to me
Tuesday, August 23, 2011 || 11:41 PM
Trying to be as ☀ like as I can.
I've just recently learned how to be open with myself, now all that's left with is to learn how to be open with other people. Don't know when that is ever going to happen, can't even be open to a stranger, how am I supposed to be open to a friend?
I remember once, I asked my friend (she wrote her own book and it got published and it was sold in bookstores) that I wished my life was like the people in her book. She said, "Why? How can you ever wish that? It's just a story. Real life is so much better than a story." I remember thinking that her answer was the truth, I never even questioned her logic.
Thinking about it now, how can real life be better than a story? Stories are spun for a reader to enjoy, if our lives were a story, think about it: Who would want to read our life in a book, or watch our life in a movie?
I'm not commenting on life, I don't know anything about life. I'm just a kid. All I know is that I can feel myself pushing stuff away. By 'stuff' I mean 'people'. And behind the word 'people' I'm adding three more words: 'I care about'.
I am not like you
Friday, August 19, 2011 || 10:39 PM
#1. I am not like you
#2. I am not like you
and
#3. I am not like you
sometimes it lasts in love, sometimes it hurts instead
Thursday, August 18, 2011 || 11:58 AM
don't know why but i feel emotional whenever i listen to this song. maybe it's her voice.... or maybe it's the lyrics. I'm not saying that the lyrics mean anything to me, but I'm not saying it doesn't mean anything to me either. You know? Haha never mind. Everyone's saying that Adele's fat, but really so what? I think she's beautiful and her body is part of what makes her so beautiful anyway. I mean, must we all live in this world where skinny is good? Well, ok, the answer to that is yes because that's our society, but to me, I don't go for looks. Personally I don't even think Adele's fat, she's just on the chubby side, but really, so what?
Never mind I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you two
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said
"Sometimes it lasts in love, sometimes it hurts instead"
don't forget me, i beg
Tuesday, August 16, 2011 || 2:15 PM
"After all this time?"
"Always."
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