Thing have been happening really fast. A lot has changed and I'm trying to keep things under wraps. Is this deceit? I think not - perhaps it is just the omission of truth. I don't want to shock anyone or jinx anything (lame fact about Sarah #2: I subconsciously believe in jinxes).
I feel free, for once. For once I feel like my life is filled with endless possibilities and I don't like having that hope shot down.
A big question to consider: Is the risk worth taking? I think I've got my life priorities wrong when I consider success to be more important than happiness (or maybe I've got them right. Can you really be happy without success? For someone with my ego and thirst for achievement, maybe not).