How can anyone have so much faith in something? I envy you, for your ability to believe in something so strongly. For not questioning little things and pushing everything aside because several things are not what you believe them to be. For your unwavering belief that this is the way you were meant to turn out. I could never do that - I thought I was an independent thinker, that these uncomfortable statements were holding back my life. I don't think they are right, I thought. I've asked for a sign - show me and make me trust. Tell me that some things are wrong and some other things are okay. You never did - even after me asking You for years before finally giving up. I didn't want to be oppressed anymore. I think you are happier (although maybe more oblivious) than I am. Simple and happy? Or confused and complicated? I don't know if it's a decision I have a choice to make. Newer PostsOlder Posts