2) I've never had such violent thoughts about my phone. You know when you're sort of waiting for someone to text you and your phone buzzes (happy buzz sounds - I loveeee the feel of my phone buzzing. I feel like it is always potential for something exciting). Alas, it is some stupid message from someone else. URRHHRGHHHH. I want to throw my phone against the wall :(

3) My speech patterns have changed. I'm injecting a lot more singlish into my speech now... and if you are shocked, you should be. HAHA. If you are my friend from before JC please let's meet up so you can gape at how I talk like now 

4) I know I am somewhat... enigmatic. I'm sorry but I was just never an open book and I'd like it to remain that way, okay?? Don't be an ass 

5) School has been repetitive to say the least. I often wish I had the chance to restart. Life seemed so... promising back then. The whole "you'll nEVER KNOW" factor was a damn tease - but it was promising. Filled with hope. The unknown was exciting - now life is getting predictable. I can pretty much already form visions in my head on how my life is going to be like for the next two years (I don't like that. In my head, I don't look happy).

6) Dance is really fun but tiring - in a very good way. It leaves me drained but more energetic at the same time. 

7) Nothing i'm writing these days is satisfying me... everything I write makes me frustrated and filled with second guesses. I need the easy fluidity I used to write with, these posts feel lacklustre

8) "They make me happy. I like them. But I want them out of my life forever." Words I uttered today. True: those bits of my life (your bits - I think you deserve the right to own them) are no longer part of anything I stand for but